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Sagebrush For Letting Go Of The Old and Receiving The New

As we move further into the Fall season, watching the leaves fall from the trees, and our garden plants finish their yearly cycles, we are thinking of the Sagebrush, the flower essence for letting go and emptying out. In fact, the Sagebrush plant bloom…
As we move further into the Fall season, watching the leaves fall from the trees, and our garden plants finish their yearly cycles, we are thinking of the Sagebrush, the flower es… http://fesflowers.com/blog/sagebrush-letting-go-old-and-receiving-new/

St. John's Shield For Regenerating Inner Light

As autumn deepens in the northern hemisphere, many struggle with season affective disorder (SAD) or other physical and psychological symptoms when dealing with increasing cold and darkness. The St. John’s Shield FloraFusion Oil and/or St. John’s Wort f…
As autumn deepens in the northern hemisphere, many struggle with season affective disorder (SAD) or other physical and psychological symptoms when dealing with increasing cold and… http://fesflowers.com/blog/st-johns-shield-regenerating-inner-light/

Willow For Resolving Resentments Through Forgiveness and Taking Responsibility

Tonight begins the Jewish Festival of Yom Kippur, the Day of Atonement, a time to reflect on our shortcomings (sins). The spiritual themes of this holy time teach us about forgiveness and taking responsibility for our thoughts, feelings and actions. Ton…
Tonight begins the Jewish Festival of Yom Kippur, the Day of Atonement, a time to reflect on our shortcomings (sins). The spiritual themes of this holy time teach us about forgive… http://fesflowers.com/blog/willow-resolving-resentments-through-forgiveness-and-taking-responsibility/

Columbine For Re-Defining One's Individuality and Purpose

Recently a client reported on her use of Columbine flower essence: “At age 54 I became an empty-nester – three wonderful children with lives of their own, no longer needing me the way they once did. I felt low-grade depression, I gained weight, I start…
Recently a client reported on her use of Columbine flower essence: “At age 54 I became an empty-nester – three wonderful children with lives of their own, no longer needing me … http://fesflowers.com/blog/columbine-re-defining-ones-individuality-and-purpose/